i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder 2 years ago, my psychiatrist also accepted that i have ptsd traits to.
at the moment im worrying alot do i have other disorders co existing with the borderline personality disorder ? like bi polar , ADD , OCD , GAD ?? AND THEY HAVENT BEEN DIAGNOSED ?
i lived as a reclusive for many years, developed agoraphobia , and only go out to pay bills do shopping etc – i have bad anxiety and panic attacks when i go out, hyper vigillant , cant venture far from my neighborhood anymore etc. i stay in my apartment most of the time etc.
basically im 31 now, suffered a very hard, tough life, years ago i was diagnose with borderline personality disorder and my psychiatrist accepted i have symptoms of PTSD disorder to.
in the past my symptoms have been :, mind racing, cluttered, scattered thoughts, forgetting what i was thinking minutes before —obsessive worries— repetitive asking questions on yahoo about same life circumstances —– impulsive outbursts of rage in public, difficult controlling aggression and rage ; antisocial anger towards people ; spacing out ( dissociation ) – persecutory paranoia , agoraphobia , intense panic and anxiety feelings when outside , palpitations ; a feeling of feeling abandoned and out of control : always found it difficult to concentrate and absorb information : ( although ive read books and understood them ) : keep having to re read sentences to understand them : mind drifts off whilst reading a page of words.
always had low self esteem, difficulty interacting, forming and maintaining friendships . im very intellectual and are often told im very intelligent, understand things well, talk well , and have a good mind. have a good imagination. can converse very well.
as a kid was quite hyperactive, always running around , but calmed alot into teenage years.
my mind always races every day, racing thoughts, keep forgetting things , my mind feels scattered with thoughts, difficulty trying to organise and structure.
have obsessive worrying thoughts about physical, mental health.
now those are all the symptoms i can think of that ive always experienced.
iam presently working with the mental health services although the therapy i want is not available ( psychotherapy ) because of lack of resources and funding, i have to accept what theyre offering which is an OT worker to go out into society to help me get integrated because ive been reclusive a long time now..
my moods fluctuate from being deeply depressed, despairing, abandoned, lonely, to feeling ok again the next hour , then the next hour to feeling ANGRY, ENRAGED , full of anxiety , mind racing constantly . see thinks in BLACK and WHITE etc. unstable impulsive moods…
this is why i agree i have Borderline PD .
ive been told i probablly dont have aspergers or bi polar or autism or ocd which came as a relief recentley.
but i scored high in an online adhd test recentley, and a GAD test , general anxiety disorder –
as well as my borderline personality disorder diagnosis , im also worrying at the moment do i have other possible disorders with it, for eg – GAD — OCD — bi polar — ADD — im worried i may have these other disorders undiagnosed, even though my psychiatrist said i dont have bi polar or ocd .
inspite of this ive NOT been diagnosed with ADD , aspergers , autism , ocd or bi polar – and my psychiatrist was adamant i dont have those disorders. just borderline .
The behaviors and sympoms are very similar. How ever the main differnce is Bipolar is a mood disorder, and the sympoms arise from the mood epiodes. BPD is a personality disorder…..and the moods arise from their learned way of thinking.
They can be missdiagnosed for eachother if not looked deeply into or by a dr that is bias towards diagnosing one or the other…..but they are distinct from eachother, and can coexist even.
Pretty much as an example…..impulsiveness in both. In bipolar, it is typicly only in the manic episode, where the mood is so high, thoughts are racing, ton of energy, and perceptions are distorted by this so things seem great very quickly, and will for the duration of the manic episode. In borderline it is due to a more black and white thinking, where at one point something will seem like the best thing in the world, until either something happens that causes it to become horrable in their eyes, or until something else takes their interest in the same manner.
And as far as moods, moods in bipolar IS the illness. Moods will change to being depressed or manic no matter what is going on i life. Could have everything going wrong and be manic and feel like everything is great, or could have everything great, and be depressed as can be. Could cry over nothing when depressed, or get angry quickly over something small when manic because that is how the brain is running. In borderline the mood problems are a result of the thought prossess. They have a very black and white thought prossess, so you could go from being their best friend in the world, and do something relatively small that they take as a insult, and suddenly you are the worst person in the world and hate them and so on. Because of this thought prossess, someone with BPD does get angry or upset very easily over little things, because they see things as very black and white, so its everything is great, or everything is horrable and falling apart.
I guess simplest way to put it is bipolar, moods cause the distorted thought prossess and other symptoms and BPD distorted thought prossess causes any mood problems and other symptoms.
If you have the very clear mood problems that are not caused because of of how you percive things, and also have very clear distorted perceptions of things that is not mood dependent, it is quite possible you have both